Thursday, January 14, 2010

My children already being affected....

I just received the following email from courtney.....

I am writing you right now with a heavy heart in the wake of what is happening in Haiti. I am asking for prayer and help. As of this afternoon the ability to provide for my Outreach program were limited due to the after mass of the earthquake. Which means come tomorrow afternoon I have to tell 30 parents that they don't get to provide for their special needs kids. They have to go back to watching their family suffer in an even more devastating time. The earthquake has affected everyone. My heart hurts but there is a reason for it, it makes me see the needs of others and figure out how to go from feeling hopeless to doing something. Right now it is trying to find a way to buy rice and beans on a weekly basis during an increase of prices for an already starving country. For Jonathan Sake is the reason I only have 23 kids in my orphanage and I love it, it keeps kids with their parents, it shows this culture they are worth a hot meal, medical attention and love. No, these kids are not found in the mass of the devastation happening at the capitol but they are affected by it fully. If you or people that you know are looking for a way to help out with the earthquake relief that is connected to what I do, this is a way, they can donate through NWHCM website under Miriam Center- memo it For Jonathan Sake or to me and memo it For Jonathan Sake. We have NO funds to pull from, this program has yet to be sponsored and I am surrounded with families that have sick kids due to their disability or starvation. Within the last week I have had to turn families away from medical help, comfort a mother holding onto the loss of her little girl this last Sunday, hold a little boy at the age of 5 being only 15 pounds and feel helpless by massive needs right outside my doorstep. Thank you for letting me come to you with this. I know we have a BIG GOD!

Because of Him,

Courtney Pierce

My heart is breaking at this news. Yes PRAISE GOD all my kids are safe and were not injured in the EQ but For Jonathan Sake is my favorite program because like courtney said it keep parents with their children. It is teaching a community to love their disabled children in a culture that says not to. If we turn these parents away their children very well may die, families lose their support system and friends they made while comign to the miriam center. Not only have they lost loved ones in this tragedy they have lost their support system for their chidlren. PLEASE PLEASE CONSIDER donating to For Jonathan Sake. You could save a child's life!

Mixure of stories from Missionary Blogs

Here are some stories from the front lines

From Jody....
I gave an interview on the Weather Channel tonight and reported what Jose saw. Someone saw that interview and called the mission. I answered the call. The lady told me – My name is Edgar and my best friend is trapped in her home in Petionville. She is an American. Her cellphone is about to die. She called to say good-bye to her friend. Edgar begged - “Please – save my friend”. We cried together on the phone. Can you imagine being buried alive? I yelled for Jacques and he came and talked to the lady on the phone. We know exactly of her location. In fact we have staff that lives nearby. We haven’t heard from our PAP staff and her house is where the big hospital collapsed. We are trying to call the Baptist Mission and our friends in the area – but there is simply no phone service. It rests in God’s hand but tonight we will do our best to call every 5 minutes in hopes that we can reach someone. Jacques called this lady’s cell phone (she has an american phone with ATT) and she cried on the phone to him - “please save me”. I think her phone must have died then because when we called back there was nothing.
Please pray because this is just one of many people who are trapped and will not make it out of the rubble.
Jose said the streets would remind you of 9/11. No trucks can pass by. Rubble is everywhere. The smoke from the concrete covers the air and you can barely breathe in some areas. With darkness comes fear and in a land dedicated to Satan – I’m sure few have the hope of the Lord. They don’t have anything tonight to cling onto – to help them get through this. Women were looking for their children and everyone had cuts and sores. Jose said one guy was hollering out in pain – laying on the street as he lost his leg when his home fell.
The thing is – this is just the beginning. As we find out more reports from PAP – and morning sets in – we will finally see the battlefield. The reaction to this no doubt will be devastating. While our area has just small cracks and the Catholic church has blocks that fell below – our village will suffer none the less. Next comes the lack of vehicles bringing food and diesel. Next comes the outrageous prices for what small food is still available. While we might have only felt the tremors – we will feel the aftershocks for sure. How in the world will these Haitians survive?
Over 100’s of thousands expected in casualties. How do you process that? How in the world do you explain that to new Christians and small children? I don’t understand it myself. My home was fluent today with countless Haitians wanting to catch a glimpse of the news, weeping while I hold their hand or hug them tight – and it never stopped. I feel so numb and yet I cry nearly every 10 minutes. Always another story – always another problem. They come to me looking to “save” them to make it go away and i am left helpless – crying with Melonnie because there isn’t anything we can do.

I heard from a crying Jose on the phone. He is fine. He’s at the Visa Lodge and called from their landline. He said the coke factory in front has severe damage. It was like there was a hedge of protection around the Visa Lodge.We both sobbed. He thought that our home had crumbled just like the ones in PAP. They still feel strong aftershocks. He begged me to take the family outside to sleep. He doesn’t realize that what he saw isn’t the same that we feel.
People are wondering the streets aimlessly – with no where to go. All the houses have crumbled – there’s no power and no cell phone service. People have no way of knowing whether their family is okay. St. Louis is grieving as they have family in PAP and can’t reach them. He saw countless bodies buried under debris. He said he just can’t process this – it’s the worst thing he’s ever seen. I praise God he is okay. I pray that God will use this somehow to His glory….like maybe there’s a reason Jose is on the front-lines of the battlefield.
On other news – the two orphan boys came back with a tragic story. The quake started and they ran out of the house as it fell and killed everyone in it. They ran to another house that had their friends and only one person came out – Exalus who often helps with groups. No one else. Immediately a school full of little children fell and everyone died inside. We could barely understand their story through the sobbing. I had to ask 3 different times to really understand and I honestly may still be missing something. Melonnie led a praise and worship session with Americans and Haitians tonight. She said that there weren’t any dry tears. Everyone is mourning as news continues to filter in.
Why tell you that – because I’m trying to make this real – not just something you see on the news. This isn’t some distant land – this is my home. The terror in their eyes is something I will never forget and I want you to picture what that looks like. They have had nightmares all day long. They told me they will never be the same. They were shaken and scared and in shock. How many others are that way – those that did survive and will never forget what they saw? How could it not change the life of every single person there? Lord Have Mercy On Haiti…
As some cell phones are beginning to work now – news about personal accounts are filtering their way up here. You will hear someone PRAISE THE LORD – when they hear their family is okay – - while another one collapses to the ground when they realize they lost everyone.
We still have no word from ANY of our PAP staff – their cell phones don’t work or perhaps……I don’t want to go there. NOT TRUE NOW - – JOCELYN AND FAITDU (two orphan boys) just walked through our gates! Talk about God’s timing and just when you think you have no hope.

From Melonnie
heartbroken and numb
This earthquake has changed so much here. The realization of the utter horror around me is becoming more and more clear.
Today I listened to two of our “boys” give their accounts of what they experienced during the earthquake in PAP and what they went through afterwards. They made their way back to the mission yesterday and today and are absolutely haunted by their experiences. I could do nothing but weep as they told their stories.
Jocelyn told us running to people after the first quake while the destruction was all around and telling them that they needed to turn to Jesus. That is wasn’t too late. He led several of them to Christ right there on the street. My heart was bursting with a mixture of pride and pain. The boys told of their joy in finding each other and the decision that they made to get out of the city. They told of people in the streets crying out to God, praying and singing. Jocelyn said that the cries got louder after the first big aftershock. He told of hearing the cries coming from the rubble of the people trapped underneath.
Their accounts of the devastation and horrifying descriptions of the dead and injured broke my heart more than I thought was possible. I literally have a pain in my heart that will not go away.
Here is the amazing part… they want to go back. They want to go help. They saw children everywhere on the streets with nowhere to go. They are planning on heading back to PAP in the morning with Larry Owens (Jody and Janeil’s dad). Their plan is to find as many orphaned children as possible and bring them to safety. To feed them, give them medical care and just love them and care for them until we can find their parents or figure out how to give them homes. We are planning on possibly bringing them to the Port au Paix campus. It used to house our orphanage before the move and is empty and waiting. There are several other options Janeil is checking into as well.
While my heart hurts for these boys and the fear that they must feel about going back, I am also incredibly glad to be involved in something so amazing.
We are starting to plan for the weeks and months ahead. To conserve fuel, the hours we run our generators will be cut to just a few each night. Jody reminded us all that less power means less water as well. We are all pulling together and will make it all work. I am so VERY grateful to be serving with such amazing missionaries here. We are a family. I thank God for that.
Keep your prayers coming!
earthquake ripple effects
So it’s been over 24 hours now since the earthquake. We are getting more and more information about what’s happening in PAP. We can seem to tear ourselves away from the television but just can’t process what we are seeing there.
My day was mostly spent answering emails and phone calls. Giving interviews and speaking to reporters. Trying to let the world know that we are ok here in St. Louis du Nord but that PAP is desperate for help.
We had one of the translators make his way back from PAP today and his stories were horrifying. He told us of destruction and death all around him. Buildings, schools, banks… all gone with people inside. He was lucky to have escaped harm himself.
As the spotty reports start to come in, more and more of the Haitian staff here are finding out that loved ones are lost. Mary is one of many that received bad news today. She works here at the mission cleaning and helping with laundry among other things. She found out today that her sister is one of the dead. My heart was breaking for her today and all of the kitchen workers as they sat together on the floor crying together.
Many are still waiting for news but are fearing the worst. They have heard the reports that hundreds of thousands are possibly dead. My friend Ivenor is one of them. He is the head translator and is my assistant. He grew up at the mission orphanage but does have parents living in PAP. His little brother is here at the mission now and they are waiting to hear any news at all. Seeing the look on Ivenor’s face today and feeling his pain brought me to tears. He is one of many of the staff here who haven’t heard about parents, brothers and sisters, friends. I know that some are planning on trying to get to PAP in the morning to try to find their loved ones. Please keep them in your prayers.
We had an awesome time of worship and prayer tonight. I think it was good for all of us to worship Him even through the pain. We invited all the haitian staff to join us and it was an emotional but spirit filled time. I thank God that we could all come together as one and lift up songs of praise to Him.
Melissa and Maureen are heading out in the morning with 2 Haitian nurses, Magdala and Sylveste and also Dr. Simon to work at Mission of Hope outside of PAP. Innocent and Benna are going with them for security. Please pray for them all. Pray for their safety. Pray for comfort and peace… for them and for their families as well. They are taking a huge truck filled with medical supplies too.
This is a scary time for all here in Haiti. There is pain, suffering and grieving all around us. The weight of it is almost unbearable. My heart breaks for the pain and fear my Haitian brothers and sisters are feeling. People are afraid that the quakes are still coming. There have been around 30 aftershocks and I’m sure that it is terrifying for them as buildings are already crumbling around them.
I pray that God will use this tragedy in a mighty way. That He is glorified through these trying times. I pray that people are turning to Him in their time of darkness. I pray that broken hearts are comforted and that the people here are filled with a peace like none they have ever felt before. I pray that God wraps His arms around this entire country and wipes away tears.
I pray for strength and safety for all of the missionaries here in Haiti and the relief workers coming in to help. I pray for wisdom for the doctors and nurses and that God will direct rescue workers in just the right direction.
Please join me in continuous prayer. We know that God hears our prayers rising up to Him like a beautiful song. Help me make it a loud one!
This earthquake has changed so much here. The realization of the utter horror around me is becoming more and more clear.
Today I listened to two of our “boys” give their accounts of what they experienced during the earthquake in PAP and what they went through afterwards. They made their way back to the mission yesterday and today and are absolutely haunted by their experiences. I could do nothing but weep as they told their stories.
Jocelyn told us running to people after the first quake while the destruction was all around and telling them that they needed to turn to Jesus. That is wasn’t too late. He led several of them to Christ right there on the street. My heart was bursting with a mixture of pride and pain. The boys told of their joy in finding each other and the decision that they made to get out of the city. They told of people in the streets crying out to God, praying and singing. Jocelyn said that the cries got louder after the first big aftershock. He told of hearing the cries coming from the rubble of the people trapped underneath.
Their accounts of the devastation and horrifying descriptions of the dead and injured broke my heart more than I thought was possible. I literally have a pain in my heart that will not go away.
Here is the amazing part… they want to go back. They want to go help. They saw children everywhere on the streets with nowhere to go. They are planning on heading back to PAP in the morning with Larry Owens (Jody and Janeil’s dad). Their plan is to find as many orphaned children as possible and bring them to safety. To feed them, give them medical care and just love them and care for them until we can find their parents or figure out how to give them homes. We are planning on possibly bringing them to the Port au Paix campus. It used to house our orphanage before the move and is empty and waiting. There are several other options Janeil is checking into as well.
While my heart hurts for these boys and the fear that they must feel about going back, I am also incredibly glad to be involved in something so amazing.
We are starting to plan for the weeks and months ahead. To conserve fuel, the hours we run our generators will be cut to just a few each night. Jody reminded us all that less power means less water as well. We are all pulling together and will make it all work. I am so VERY grateful to be serving with such amazing missionaries here. We are a family. I thank God for that.
Keep your prayers coming!

PLEASE KEEP PRAYING!

Email from Executive Vice President

Email from Sam Guilliams, Executive Vice President, NWHCM
NWHCM was spared major disaster from this earthquake, but God has laid
it upon our hearts to go help in places that need it and are crying
out. We are sending our own people and supplies to help our partners
in ministry to the south. This will mean that we need finances and
supplies for the task at hand and also for the task of resupplying.

Money is the most flexible resource to use in Haiti. Next, we need
food, medicines, and medical supplies. Food and medicines need to be
at least six months from expiration and we need all of this shipped to
Frankfort where it can be collected until we have enough to ship.

Anyone desiring to donate medical supplies needs to have some contact
with Melissa or Maureen or someone that Melissa or Maureen has
directed to communicate on their behalf.

Anyone wanting to take a trip into Haiti still needs to go through our
application process to do so.

Here it is again…

Money
Food (6 months shelf life)
Medicines (6 month shelf life)
Medical supplies (approved by our medical professionals either
directly or through needs lists)
Trips to Haiti (sign up online)

www.nwhcm.org – click “give”

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Earthquake in haiti

Sorry I have not posted since everything happened, I was so caught up in finding out if everyone was ok, praying, crying, questioning God, and trying to Trust. Thank you all who sent emails, called, and facebooked me with concerns and asking how you could help. If you would like to donate financially you can go to www.nwhcm.org- the site is secure I promise. It has been a long exhausting last 28 hours since I heard what happened. Since then I have so much to praise God for
1. Everyone at the mission is safe and only minor damage to a few walls. All 23 of my miriam center kids are ok. All the missionary families on the compound are ok PRAISE GOD
2. Jose Jody's husband was in Port-A-Prince when the earthquake hit and had no way to contact if he was ok. Everyone was praying like crazy he was ok. He finally got to a phone and reported he was alive and ok but the devestation is catastrophic. You can visit the Castillo's blog there is a link on the right for the most up-to date and detailed reports of what is happening. WARNING many may bring you to tears (at least I did)but they are true stories. Then Jody did not hear from Jose again for 24 hours but just heard little while ago he is still ok even after all the aftershocks. PRAISE GOD
3. Matt and Stacie Ayers are ok and everyone at their mission is ok
4. Rolgard who worked of the mission for years is in the states studying physical therapy planning to return to Haiti to practice. His whole family was missing until about 20 minutes ago. So many have been immersing him and his family in prayers and PRAISE GOD they are alive. PRAISE GOD
5. Grace Baptist- my church in Erie has missionaries in Haiti and I got word they are ok and alive PRAISE GOD
6. MAgdala the Haitain in charge of the birthing center servived and her whole family did...PRAISE GOD

PLEASE...PLEASE...PLEASE Be emersing Haiti in your prayers...American's there are saying this is comparable/worse than ground zero on 9/11
-hundreds of thousands are dead
-Many of the mission HAitain staff have not been heard from
-PRay for the ones who lost loved ones
-Pray for the ones still alive but buried in rubel
-PRay for those in the distant villages who don't know if family members are alive
-PRay for those who are injured with no medical help available
-PRay for all those who are homeless
-Pray for all those who are still looking for loved ones in the rubel
-PRay for the missionaries as they make plans to help
-Pray for all those mobilizing to come to Haiti to help
-PRay that supplies come
-Pray for all those who don't know Christ in the midst of this....I can't imagine
-Pray for all the christians who are confused

Monday I randomly opened to ps 119 and read it then teusday morning I read ps. 121 it did not mean a whole lot at the time, I applied it to my day and went to class later that night after all this shocking news came, my heart was breaking, I was crying, I picked up my Bible and re-read ps. 121
"I lift my eyes to the hills
where does my help come from
my help comes from the Lord,
the make of heaven and earth
He will not let your foot slip
he who watches over you will not slumber;
indeed, he who watches of Isreal [Haiti]
will neither slumber or sleep.
The Lord watches over you
the Lord watches over your shade at your right hand;
the sun will not harm you by day
nor the moon by night
The Lord will keep you from all harm
he will watch over your life;
the Lord will watch over your coming and going
both now and forevermore"

WOW!!! Thank you God. Thank you that last night you were not sleeping but right in the midst of everything bringing the Haitains comfort and love. Thank you that you were watchign over my brothers and sisters in Haiti. Thank you that you are still there. GOD THANK YOU FOR PROTECTING ALL MY MISSIONARY FRIENDS!

Today was full of tears, Questions, Prayers, Waiting, Trusting, and Praising God. By tonight I am exhausted emotionally. I feel like I can not cry anymore...I just new I needed to go to bed and trust God from here. however I felt God telling me to read some more from bed. So I picked up my Bible re-read ps. 121 read a few more psalms and then God lead me to ps 126:6
"He who goes out weeping,
carring seed to sow,
will return with songs of Joy,
carrying sheaves with him."

I was thinking WOW!!! God tomorrow the mission is sending a medical team down to PAP and they are all heartbroken, weeping and scared what to find. Jose is in the midst of it. So many in Haiti are weeping right now and you are promising Joy???

Them I read the footnote which said-
"God's ability to restore life is beyond our understading, Forests burn down and are able to grow back. Broken bones heal. Even GREIF is not a permanent condition. Our tears which we have all shed alot the past 24 hours] will grow into a harvest of joy because God is able to bring good out of tragedy. When burdnened by sorrow, know that your times of greit will end and that you agin will find joy. We must be patient as we wait. God's great harvest of joy is coming."

WOW GOD YOU R AMAZING just what I needed to hear before going to bed after one of the roughest days I have ever had. I could write more but I am exhausted and heading to bed.

PLEASE keep praying, if you can help financially please do. This was already the poorest country in the western hemisphere. They were still recovering from the 4 hurricaines that hit last year around this time.

THANK YOU! I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!

We serve a BIG...AWSOME...GREAT GOD! He can turn our weeping into Joy!

Thursday, January 7, 2010

Peanut Butter Drive

The past two night while praying, God has laid upon my heart “Peanut butter drives.” While in Cincinnati I received an email from one of the missionaries in Haiti that the mission was completely out of peanut butter. The thought of a peanut butter drive crossed my mind but I pushed it away, I was too busy and so far from home. But the thought came back up about a week ago but Truthfully in the back of my head I questioned God, “God, I am working with the Miriam Center I want to fundraise for them” God’s response “no you are working for me and this semester I have different plans.” Ouch! Well, I guess I deserved that slap So, all this said, is this something you think is a good idea. I know God has placed this on my heart this next semester to collect as much peanut butter as I can to be used during Vacation Bible Schools (VBS) this summer. Peanut butter to me is very important outreach tool. Ever since my first trip into Haiti, I feel that every time a VBS is done that snack should be provided. We should not only feed these children spiritually but physically as well. They will grasp more spiritually if they are physically in a state to receive it. I know When I do not eat before church I do not grasp as much or worship God to my best ability. I would love to collect enough peanut butter that every group that comes in this summer and does VBS peanut butter would be there and hopefully I can raise enough money that groups that don’t have the money for bread the money would be there for that as well. Peanut butter and feed my hungry children meals are 2 of the top foods the mission uses to combat malnutrition and hunger in their programs. One of the mission’s biggest and oldest initiatives is to fight malnutrition and hunger. They provide meals to: •over a 1,000 children daily in the schools the mission sponsors •over 100 kids in their nutritional program for children with 3rd-4th degree malnutrition •over 27 kids in our For Jonathan Sake Program- disability outreach program •over 24 kids in Miriam Home- disabilities orphanage •over 38 elderly in the Gran Moon •over 10 elderly threw meals on wheels •over 100 kids in the older kids orphanage •over 20 kids in the baby orphanage Most of these programs receive feed my starving children meals. Feed My Starving Children is a Christian non-profit organization. A single meal costs only 17 cents to produce, and 94 percent of total donations goes directly toward the food program. Without these meals most of the programs would not be running to their full potential. Peanut Butter is a big outreach to children of the community especially during the summer during VBS’s. The mission has mission teams that come in all throughout the summer and also different times throughout the year that perform vacation Bible schools 3-4x a week. VBS’s in Haiti are not like here in America. When word gets out there is going to be a VBS 200-300 kids show up and kids actually have to be turned away. Often groups give a lesson, have a craft, and sing songs. All this is great, but I am a huge advocate for providing these children who probably have not eaten all day and will not eat with a peanut butter sandwich. If we fill these children’s physical needs then their spiritual needs will be better filled. My goal is to collect as much peanut butter as I can and deliver it to the mission warehouse in Kentucky by April. How awesome would it be if every child that goes to VBS this summer will get their physical needs met as well as their spiritual needs met. In the summer the school feedings do not occur and this is the missions chance to reach many of these children and those who are not in their school system and provide them with physical and spiritual food. Let me know if you are interested in donating peanut butter or helping do a peanut butter drive at your church.

Miracles

Right after Christmas I went to the Niagara youth convention with my home youth group. We took a group of 18 youth most of which were college students. Our last night there, they were having a prayer service for healing. As I was praying for all the people who went up front to receive healing and for God to perform miracles in these peoples lives I found myself weeping. I heard God speak to me “Autumn, you have seen me perform miracles.” He began to reveal to me the miracles I have seen him perform in Haiti. He revealed to me that each and everyone of my children in Haiti are a miracle in the simple fact that they are alive in a country who looks down upon them and sees them as worthless. They should be dead, most children with disabilities are left to starve. There parents feel if they can't feed their healthy children then why feed their unhealthy one. IT is truly a Miracle they are alive. It is a miracle that these children have a loving family, 3 meals a day, educational toys to play with, and access to healthcare. It is a miracle that Ju-Ju is walking with assistance, steven being able to sign his name & feed himself, Den-Den using his mouth the paint, play with playdoe, etc, That kim can feed herself & stack blocks, that John is making his bed, that Belle is sweeping the floors everyday, that these children are in a new and bigger facility, and that they have Courtney there to care for them and fight for them. Praise God...that he is still performing miracles today. God does perform miracles are you looking for them?
Look At my Miracles....












Pictures of the kids I received from Haiti :)